In ? w??l? w???? li??t c?n s?m?tim?s ?? ?v??s????w?? ?? ???kn?ss, t???? w?s ? ???, ???n??n?? ?n? l??t t? s????? in t?? ???t?s ?? ??s??i?. H?n??? ?n?w?? ?t ??? w??k?n?? ???? ?s s?? ?n????? ???s ?? st??v?ti?n. B?t ?mi?st t?? ???kn?ss, ? ???c?n ?? c?m??ssi?n s??n? t??????. T?is is t?? ????t??lt st??? ?? ? ???’s ??sc??, ? t?st?m?nt t? t?? t??ns???m?tiv? ??w?? ?? l?v? ?n? t?? ???? t??t c?n ?? ???n? in t?? m?st ??s????t? sit??ti?ns.
On ? ??t???l ni??t, ??? c??ss?? ??t?s wit? t?? ???n??n?? ???, ??? ???il ???m ????l? visi?l? in t?? ???kn?ss. Y??? ????t sw?ll?? wit? ?m??t?? ?s ??? witn?ss?? t?? t?ll t??t ???s ?? st??v?ti?n ??? t?k?n ?n ???. Wit???t ??sit?ti?n, ??? ?xt?n??? ? ??l?in? ??n?, ?????in? s?l?c? ?n? t?? ???mis? ?? ? ??i??t?? ??t???.
Wit? t??m?lin? st??s, t?? ??? ??????c???, ??? ???s ???l?ctin? ? mixt??? ?? ???? ?n? l?n?in?. Y?? ??ntl? sc????? ??? ??, c???lin? ??? in ???? ??ms, ?n? v?w?? t? ???vi?? t?? c??? ?n? n???is?m?nt s?? s? ??s????t?l? n?????. In t??t m?m?nt, ??? ??c?m? ??? ???c?n ?? ????, ??? s?vi?? ???m t?? ???t?s ?? ???n??nm?nt.
T?? j???n?? t?w???s ???lin? ????n imm??i?t?l?. Y?? ??s??? ??? t? ? v?t??in??i?n, w???? ??? ???sic?l c?n?iti?n w?s ?ss?ss??. T?? m??ic?l t??m w??k?? ti??l?ssl? t? ?????ss ??? m?ln???is?m?nt, ???vi?in? ??? wit? t?? s?st?n?nc? ?n? m??ic?l ?tt?nti?n ????i??? t? ??st??? ??? vit?lit?.
B?t it w?s n?t j?st ???sic?l ???lin? t??t s?? n?????. T?? ??? ??? ?n????? ?m?ti?n?l t???m? ???in? ??? ???s ?? ???n??nm?nt, ?n? it w??l? t?k? tim? ?n? ??ti?nc? t? ??l? ??? ????il? t??st in ??m?nit?. Y?? c???t?? ? s??? ?n? l?vin? ?nvi??nm?nt, s??w??in? ??? wit? ??ntl? w???s, c?m???tin? t??c??s, ?n? n???is?in? m??ls.
D?? ??t?? ???, t?? ???’s t??ns???m?ti?n ?n??l??? ?????? ???? ???s. H?? ?nc?-st??v?? ???? ?ill?? ??t, ??? c??t ??c?m? l?st???s, ?n? ? s???k ??t??n?? t? ??? ???s. S?? ????n t? t?nt?tiv?l? w?? ??? t?il, ? si?n t??t s?? w?s ????inin? ??? t??st ?n? ?in?in? j?? in ??? n?w???n? s?c??it?.
As t?? ???’s st??? s?????, it t??c??? t?? ????ts ?? ?t???s w?? ??c??niz?? t?? ??sili?nc? ?n? s?i?it wit?in ???. O????s ?? s?????t ?????? in, ??n?in? ???m ??n?ti?ns ?? ???? ?n? s???li?s t? ?????s ?? ????v?? ??m?s. T?? ??? ??? ??c?m? ? s?m??l ?? ????, ??min?in? ?v????n? ?? t?? inc???i?l? c???cit? ??? l?v? ?n? ??sili?nc? t??t ?xists wit?in ?ll ??in?s.
In t?? ?n?, ??? ???n?? ???? ????t ?n? ??m? t? t?? ??? t??t ??? ???n ???n??n?? in t?? ???k. S?? ???n? ??? ????v?? ??mil?, ? ?l?c? w???? s?? w??l? ?? c???is???, n??t????, ?n? n?v?? ??n??? ???in. T?????? ???? ?ct ?? c?m??ssi?n, s?? w?s ?iv?n ? s?c?n? c??nc? ?t li??—? c??nc? t? t??iv? ?n? ?x???i?nc? t?? l?v? s?? s? ??s??v??.
T?is ????tw??min? t?l? s??v?s ?s ? ??w????l ??min??? ?? t?? im??ct t??t ?n? ???s?n’s c?m??ssi?n c?n ??v? ?n ? li?? in n???. It s??wc?s?s t?? t??ns???m?tiv? ??w?? ?? l?v?, kin?n?ss, ?n? ? willin?n?ss t? ?xt?n? ? ??l?in? ??n?. M?? t?is st??? ins?i?? ?t???s t? t?k? ?cti?n, t? ?? t?? li??t t??t s?in?s t?????? t?? ???kn?ss, ?n? t? ??in? ???? ?n? ??n?w?l t? t??s? w?? ??v? ???n
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M?? t?? ??n? ??tw??n ??? ?n? t?? ??sc??? ??? ?? ? t?st?m?nt t? t?? ??sili?nc? ?? t?? ??m?n-?nim?l c?nn?cti?n ?n? ? ??min??? ?? t?? inc???i?l? st??n?t? t??t c?n ?m???? ???m ?v?n t?? m?st ??s????t? ci?c?mst?nc?s. T???t???, ??? ??v? c???t?? ? st??? ?? c?m??ssi?n, ??n?w?l, ?n? ?nc?n?iti?n?l l?v?.